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You know why it's called a motherboard?

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- 'Сause it runs shit?
- Please.

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If that's all it did,
you know it'd be named after a man.

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No.

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It's the connections.

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You can extend it and form relationships
with other boards.

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You know what they call those?

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Daughter boards.

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You're so cheesy.

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Look it up, I'm not lying.

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Now, grab the new one,

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and we're going to put it in just
the same way we took that old one out.

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Okay.

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Yeah.

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What are you doing wrong?

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How about those screws?

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It's still righty tighty,
lefty loosey, right?

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You need standoff screws, honey.

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You don't want that thing
touching the case wall, or it's gonna...

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Shoot.

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What's it called?

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- You mean fry-up?
- Fry-up, yes.

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Like the last one.
Like my motherboard has been recently.

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Nah, you have just been working
way too much.

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Maybe.

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I'm going to get some water.

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You want a glass?

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No, I'll keep working.

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Oh... Mom, I did it.

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Oh, shoot.

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Where's your mom?

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The front door is wide open.

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Mom?

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Mom!

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Mom!

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Hey! Mom!

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Mom, what are you doing?

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Hey! Mom, what are you...

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Look out, come on!

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Are you okay?

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I had to help her.

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I had to help her.

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<i>Relax your body completely.</i>

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<i>Fully into the earth.</i>

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<i>Trust your intuition.</i>

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<i>Trust this practice.</i>

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<i>Take a moment of calm.</i>

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<i>Take a notice of your breath.</i>

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<i>In...</i>

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<i>and out.</i>

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In...

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...and out.

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How you feeling?

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Somehow sore already.

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That's not what I meant.

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When I told my friends in college
about you,

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they thought you were a con artist.

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Handsome yogi
who wants to talk about your feelings.

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I'm offended.

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I wasn't a yogi.

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- I wish we started every day like this.
- We could.

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I know it's...

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odd, moving on.

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But I know it's what Becky
would've wanted.

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How do you know?

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Have you seen her?

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I see her every time
I look at you and Elliot.

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That's how I know
that she wanted us to carry on.

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Dinner.

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Tonight.

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Garcia's, just you and me.

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It's a date...

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yogi.

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You okay?

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Yeah.

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Just need to breathe.

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Okay.

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Need a lift?

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There are seven billion strangers
that I'd rather get in the car with,

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and Uber is sending me one right now.

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Bummer.
Thought maybe we could talk about Becky.

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- What about her?
- You know, just...

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that she screwed Ravi, killed herself.

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I wanted to make sure
I had all the details right

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- before spreading it around school.
- Please...

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don't.

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- She doesn't deserve that.
- And I did?

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If I had asked you not to spread rumors
about me

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after I got burned,
would it have mattered?

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Look, I will give you anything you want...

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if you leave her out of this.
Just... name it.

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You already have.

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I just wanted you to feel what I felt,

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even for five seconds.

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When all your friends have left you
after the worst moment of your life...

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and someone still feels the need
to kick you.

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It was a silver Prius.

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And nobody saw?

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Like I said, everybody sleeps in.
It's an older community, so...

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Alright.

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Frank, what's going on?

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Um...

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- Some asshole stole your Prius.
- Wait, what?

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Ma'am, you're unaware
that your vehicle is missing?

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She was asleep and I didn't want
to freak her out.

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Most people would ask their kid

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if they lent it to someone
or parked it somewhere else.

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Yeah, it was parked in our driveway
last night. We both went to sleep. Late.

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She didn't lend it to a friend.

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Right, Sasha?

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Will you excuse us?

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- Yeah.
- Let me talk to you.

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Sorry I didn't tell you first.

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I was just so pissed off.

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- I know how upset you must be.
- I'm not the one you should worry about.

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The Lefevres, they're going to freak.

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The Lefevres have good insurance.
Trust me, they'd be just fine.

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They might think
that I did this on purpose

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because of what happened last night.

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What happened last night?

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I accused them of covering up
Becky's murder.

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Wait. Becky was murdered?

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Of course not.

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It was just a panic attack.

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Listen.

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Don't worry about it, alright?

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I'll smooth things over
when I talk to Ben about the car.

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They'll understand.

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Oh, I've got you something.

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Your anxiety pills.
The ones the doctor prescribed.

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The real ones, not that sample shit.

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Thanks, Frank.

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Let me finish this police report,
and I'll give you a lift to school, okay?

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You know, it's cool. There's a bus
that's like five minutes away.

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That'll get me there on time.

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Love you.

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<i>Sorry I made it bad.</i>

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You heard that, right?

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That's exactly what Sasha said.

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There was so much going on last night.

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How can you be certain
that's what Sasha said?

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Becky's spirit is still stuck here.

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Inside of Sasha.

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Well, that's a bold claim.

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You know what happened
when she passed out here?

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You told me it was anxiety.

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It was a whole lot more than that.

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A couple of days before that, I watched
Sasha tie a perfect bowline knot,

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and she's never even been on a sailboat.

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- There can be no secrets between us.
- I know.

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I'm sorry.

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I just want my daughter to be at peace,
and she's not.

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I've been trying to meditate...

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using this,
but I haven't gotten anywhere.

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Well, this is not exactly
what we had in mind with this teaching.

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Communication, it's very different
than exorcism.

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I'm grasping at straws here, Ruth.

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Becky finding peace is good for all of us.

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That's why we're looking
everywhere and anywhere

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for anything that might help her
in her journey.

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We?

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I thought there could be
no secrets between us.

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Just know, none of this is going to work
if you're the one who's keeping her here,

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with your grief

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and your inability to let her go.

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- I want her to be free.
- And Nancy feels the same?

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You heard her with Sasha last night.

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She's as eager as I am to move on.

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I hope so.

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For her sake.

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All things with grace and gratitude.

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Grace and gratitude.

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Looking good, Locklear.

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- What are you doing here?
- I want to apologize.

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I was an asshole.

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I'm on my way to talk to Miss Pigeon
about transferring back.

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I'm done with Crystal Valley.

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I didn't like who I was becoming
over there.

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Me neither.

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And I miss you.

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I got something for you.

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I wanted to give you this last night

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but, you know...

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I wanted you to wear it today
at my enrollment celebration.

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I'll do whatever it takes...

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to get back here
and far away from Crystal Valley.

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See you later.

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Bye.

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- Frank, my man, what's up?
<i>- I heard about last night.</i>

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Sasha is really embarrassed.

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We understand completely.

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<i>- Appreciate the call though.</i>
- You probably won't for long.

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The Prius was stolen.

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<i>- What?</i>
- Yeah, right out of our driveway.

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<i>You can't have anything nice
in this neighborhood.</i>

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I already filed a report though,
so I can put you in touch with them

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for your insurance.

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Well, maybe we can get it back.

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<i>They said the odds are pretty slim.</i>

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Probably already being chopped up
as we speak.

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I got an address.

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- You got a what?
<i>- I haven't had to use it yet,</i>

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but I got GPS trackers on all the cars.

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<i>I'll give this to the police.
Maybe we'll get lucky.</i>

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No...

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Why don't you just give me the address?

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I'm already dealing with the cops on this.
It'll probably go faster if I handle it.

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<i>- You got a pen and paper?</i>
- Yeah, hang on.

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Go ahead.

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How many times?

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Six.

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I'd sit her down in different places,
thinking maybe it'd make a difference.

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But it didn't.

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She just keeps coming back here?

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I think she thinks
she's protecting you.

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From who?

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She hasn't said a thing.

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Not since last night.

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Vonnie, Dr. Pazner,
he recommended maybe we...

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look into a home for your mother.

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A home?

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- She is home.
- Come on, you know what I mean.

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Assisted living home.

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- Government foots the bill.
- Well, this is just an episode.

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I haven't been around a lot
for the last few weeks.

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That's on me,

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but...

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I'll watch her better.

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This isn't on you.

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<i>♪ When you want what you need
But don't know about it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ What you feel, what you see
What you dream about ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Let's start when you know
What to do about it ♪</i>

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<i>♪ When you can't seem to do
Anything at all ♪</i>

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<i>♪ Just go, go, go, go ♪</i>

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Get off me, man.

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Get off me, man.

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Get off me.

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- I'm trying to help you guys out.
- Big Frank?

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Gary?

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Johnny B, I expected to see again.
You...

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- not so much.
- That's why I'm here, man.

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Had him boost a car for me. The Prius.

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- Now you want it back?
- It has a GPS tracking device on it.

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The dude who owned it
already called it in.

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- What the hell is this?
- I'm giving you your Prius back.

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What am I supposed to do with it?
I'm not a car thief, Gary.

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You are today.

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Are you still convinced
that I'm some dark conspirator?

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Something to drink?

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Thank you.

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- This okay?
- Oh, I love it.

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Please.

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Hydroxyzine?

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00:18:05,959 --> 00:18:08,003
I started taking them for my anxiety.

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Well, there are lots of pills for that.

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But hydroxyzine is...

258
00:18:14,176 --> 00:18:16,303
well, it's what Elliot's on.

259
00:18:17,179 --> 00:18:19,264
It's good, non-addictive.

260
00:18:19,348 --> 00:18:20,307
Yeah.

261
00:18:20,849 --> 00:18:23,268
I don't know.
Must be something to do with the heart.

262
00:18:26,021 --> 00:18:28,232
Do you have any other relatives?

263
00:18:28,941 --> 00:18:30,692
I mean, other than your uncle.

264
00:18:30,776 --> 00:18:33,570
I have a couple cousins
that I met a long time ago.

265
00:18:34,947 --> 00:18:38,867
And I have a grandfather on the rez,
but Frank doesn't talk to him.

266
00:18:39,451 --> 00:18:41,203
I think it has something do with my mom.

267
00:18:44,540 --> 00:18:46,083
How did she die?

268
00:18:49,294 --> 00:18:50,504
She was hit by a junkie.

269
00:18:51,547 --> 00:18:52,714
Car went into the lake.

270
00:18:56,009 --> 00:18:58,345
I thought maybe she was murdered.

271
00:18:58,971 --> 00:18:59,805
No.

272
00:19:01,390 --> 00:19:02,224
So...

273
00:19:04,685 --> 00:19:06,895
Why did you think Becky was murdered?

274
00:19:08,730 --> 00:19:09,815
Did you feel it?

275
00:19:10,774 --> 00:19:11,608
No.

276
00:19:14,528 --> 00:19:16,405
Oh, yeah.

277
00:19:16,738 --> 00:19:18,448
I almost forgot.

278
00:19:18,532 --> 00:19:19,533
I...

279
00:19:19,616 --> 00:19:20,993
I have something for you.

280
00:19:21,994 --> 00:19:22,828
Here.

281
00:19:25,581 --> 00:19:27,082
I fixed your bracelet.

282
00:19:29,418 --> 00:19:31,044
I see they're black tourmaline.

283
00:19:32,254 --> 00:19:33,172
Beads of protection.

284
00:19:34,423 --> 00:19:36,800
Coach Jones just said
they were worry beads.

285
00:19:36,884 --> 00:19:37,718
Oh, no.

286
00:19:38,385 --> 00:19:40,637
They're protection
from all types of things.

287
00:19:40,721 --> 00:19:43,599
Look, I'm sorry
about what happened at dinner.

288
00:19:44,975 --> 00:19:47,019
But I'm fine, really.

289
00:19:47,102 --> 00:19:48,228
Are you?

290
00:19:48,687 --> 00:19:49,521
Because...

291
00:19:51,064 --> 00:19:51,940
I'm not.

292
00:19:53,650 --> 00:19:55,903
Sasha, I don't know
what's going on inside of you.

293
00:19:55,986 --> 00:19:59,114
This might be crazy,
but I can see Becky inside of you.

294
00:20:00,490 --> 00:20:02,326
You can feel her, can't you?

295
00:20:02,409 --> 00:20:03,994
I don't know what I feel.

296
00:20:06,496 --> 00:20:09,458
If your mother were sitting right in front
of you, what would you say to her?

297
00:20:09,541 --> 00:20:10,375
Please, don't.

298
00:20:10,459 --> 00:20:12,419
Because I need to know
what Becky would say to me.

299
00:20:12,502 --> 00:20:14,755
I think you were right
about what you said the other night.

300
00:20:14,838 --> 00:20:16,632
We should stick to our side of the tracks.

301
00:20:16,715 --> 00:20:18,759
An out-of-order death changes you.

302
00:20:20,177 --> 00:20:22,304
I was never supposed
to outlive my daughter

303
00:20:22,387 --> 00:20:25,098
and you were not supposed to grow up
without a mother.

304
00:20:28,644 --> 00:20:30,062
Thank you for coming, Nancy.

305
00:20:33,357 --> 00:20:35,317
And take your Shasta

306
00:20:35,400 --> 00:20:38,445
- and your page 330 with you for the road.
- Page 330?

307
00:22:46,365 --> 00:22:48,784
When you texted me SOS,
I thought you were in trouble.

308
00:22:49,326 --> 00:22:50,744
I am in trouble.

309
00:22:51,453 --> 00:22:53,080
Like Becky-ghost-shit trouble,

310
00:22:53,163 --> 00:22:55,123
not I-need-your-fashion-advice trouble.

311
00:23:12,015 --> 00:23:14,976
Hey, look,
I'm really sorry about last night.

312
00:23:15,560 --> 00:23:18,647
My mom... You know she didn't know
what she was talking about, right?

313
00:23:19,314 --> 00:23:22,401
This all started the first time
I went to the Lefevres.

314
00:23:22,943 --> 00:23:25,695
The more I've had to learn about Becky,
the more she's taking over.

315
00:23:26,279 --> 00:23:27,823
I'm giving her too much attention.

316
00:23:27,906 --> 00:23:31,576
What if all I need to do to make her
go away is straight up ignore her?

317
00:23:33,120 --> 00:23:34,538
I guess it's worth a try.

318
00:23:41,420 --> 00:23:44,506
- What are you looking for in this bag?
- Something of my mom's.

319
00:23:50,720 --> 00:23:53,140
If she were here,
TJ's family would love me,

320
00:23:53,223 --> 00:23:56,184
because I'd already know
how to be the perfect Navajo woman.

321
00:24:01,231 --> 00:24:02,816
At least today I'll look like one.

322
00:24:46,276 --> 00:24:47,527
Congratulations.

323
00:24:51,698 --> 00:24:54,117
Sasha, you... you remember Kara, right?

324
00:24:55,327 --> 00:24:56,161
Kara.

325
00:24:56,786 --> 00:24:58,914
- You've grown up.
- You look great too.

326
00:24:58,997 --> 00:25:01,917
I haven't seen a traditional dress
like that since I was little.

327
00:25:02,000 --> 00:25:03,376
Where did you get it, Sarah?

328
00:25:03,960 --> 00:25:04,794
Sasha.

329
00:25:08,798 --> 00:25:10,467
I like your dress too.

330
00:25:10,842 --> 00:25:12,385
- How do you feel?
- Good.

331
00:25:13,053 --> 00:25:16,806
I'm probably not inheriting
the mattress store anytime soon, but...

332
00:25:16,890 --> 00:25:18,683
Dad's not disowning me.

333
00:25:18,767 --> 00:25:21,770
TJ, I need you to practice your speech
for me before I get everyone seated.

334
00:25:21,853 --> 00:25:25,357
Okay, you've got this, TJ, just talk slow.
You only mess up the words

335
00:25:25,440 --> 00:25:27,776
- when you try and speak too fast.
- Don't talk too fast.

336
00:25:32,656 --> 00:25:33,657
Mom?

337
00:25:35,116 --> 00:25:36,243
Hey, Mom.

338
00:25:38,495 --> 00:25:39,412
Mom.

339
00:25:40,038 --> 00:25:42,165
Hey, I was going to tell you to... Fuck me.

340
00:25:43,333 --> 00:25:44,209
How Oedipal.

341
00:25:47,754 --> 00:25:50,131
Look, you can hit me some more
if it'll make you feel better.

342
00:25:51,258 --> 00:25:52,300
I would if it would.

343
00:25:55,053 --> 00:25:55,929
Then why are you here?

344
00:25:58,139 --> 00:25:59,391
Why did she do it?

345
00:26:00,976 --> 00:26:02,686
She was disturbed, man.

346
00:26:03,311 --> 00:26:04,729
I wanted to help her, but...

347
00:26:08,733 --> 00:26:10,360
She would go to these places.

348
00:26:12,028 --> 00:26:13,238
She wasn't even there.

349
00:26:22,289 --> 00:26:23,290
Disturbed like this?

350
00:26:25,417 --> 00:26:26,251
Yeah...

351
00:26:26,751 --> 00:26:28,378
disturbed like this.

352
00:26:28,461 --> 00:26:31,089
She was trying to figure out
this mask thing last year.

353
00:26:31,172 --> 00:26:33,717
That's why she took the ayahuasca
the night she died.

354
00:26:33,800 --> 00:26:36,720
She heard somewhere that it helped
with suppressed memories.

355
00:26:36,803 --> 00:26:38,638
What happened when she took it?

356
00:26:38,722 --> 00:26:41,725
She went to take a shower...
and dropped the radio in.

357
00:26:41,808 --> 00:26:43,351
- Was it bad?
- I don't know.

358
00:26:43,435 --> 00:26:45,437
It felt like it didn't even work
at the time.

359
00:26:46,521 --> 00:26:48,398
Is this why she did what she did?

360
00:26:48,481 --> 00:26:49,566
I don't know.

361
00:27:01,369 --> 00:27:02,287
Hello, everyone.

362
00:27:05,457 --> 00:27:07,125
It was a difficult decision

363
00:27:07,459 --> 00:27:10,295
choosing between Pima and Navajo

364
00:27:10,462 --> 00:27:11,796
but I followed my heart...

365
00:27:12,422 --> 00:27:13,882
and I made my decision.

366
00:27:15,508 --> 00:27:17,469
I want to thank my mother for raising me.

367
00:27:19,554 --> 00:27:21,848
And I wanted to thank my aunties...

368
00:27:23,016 --> 00:27:25,143
for feeding me a lot.

369
00:27:26,853 --> 00:27:30,565
And before I acknowledge all of you
for coming here today...

370
00:27:31,483 --> 00:27:32,484
to see me...

371
00:27:33,276 --> 00:27:35,362
I would like to thank my girlfriend Sasha

372
00:27:35,987 --> 00:27:37,155
for always having my back,

373
00:27:37,238 --> 00:27:40,367
whether it was
early morning track practices

374
00:27:40,742 --> 00:27:42,786
to weekend out-of-town meets.

375
00:27:44,746 --> 00:27:45,789
You're always there.

376
00:27:50,210 --> 00:27:54,255
I would also like to acknowledge...

377
00:27:55,173 --> 00:27:59,135
that we live
because our relatives survived...

378
00:27:59,844 --> 00:28:03,807
the long walk to return to Dinétah.

379
00:28:05,016 --> 00:28:07,143
Diné is strong.

380
00:29:50,205 --> 00:29:52,040
- What are you doing?
- I don't know.

381
00:29:52,123 --> 00:29:54,626
This was a really important day for TJ,
and you ruined it.

382
00:29:54,709 --> 00:29:56,419
You know I didn't mean to interrupt.

383
00:29:56,503 --> 00:29:58,922
If you need a ride,
I'd be happy to take you home.

384
00:29:59,005 --> 00:30:00,173
I'm not going anywhere.

385
00:30:00,256 --> 00:30:02,842
- You don't wanna make this worse.
- Shut the fuck up, Kara.

386
00:30:03,510 --> 00:30:04,761
Ah!

387
00:30:08,181 --> 00:30:10,850
<i>- Iinziin. </i>Get away from us.
- No.

388
00:30:10,934 --> 00:30:13,102
- You brought this here.
- Kara, I didn't.

389
00:30:13,186 --> 00:30:14,395
It wasn't me.

390
00:31:24,048 --> 00:31:25,133
Becky...

391
00:31:25,216 --> 00:31:26,759
What do you want?

392
00:31:27,343 --> 00:31:29,012
Tell me, what do you want?

393
00:32:09,093 --> 00:32:09,928
Sasha?

394
00:32:11,137 --> 00:32:13,181
Hi. Um...

395
00:32:13,556 --> 00:32:16,309
I'm sorry
for bursting in on you like this,

396
00:32:16,392 --> 00:32:18,227
but I didn't have your phone number.

397
00:32:18,311 --> 00:32:22,357
I had your address though, because Frank
tosses out those packages, but...

398
00:32:24,442 --> 00:32:26,402
I really need to talk to you.

399
00:32:27,612 --> 00:32:28,446
Come in.

400
00:32:28,988 --> 00:32:29,822
Rest.

401
00:32:30,740 --> 00:32:32,033
You've come a long way.

402
00:32:39,040 --> 00:32:41,501
How much have you told Frank
about this Becky?

403
00:32:42,502 --> 00:32:43,336
A little.

404
00:32:43,711 --> 00:32:45,505
But he wouldn't believe me.

405
00:32:47,131 --> 00:32:50,385
I feel crazy even telling you
half of all this.

406
00:32:51,386 --> 00:32:52,762
Does he know you came here?

407
00:32:53,888 --> 00:32:55,598
He didn't even tell me
you came by to see me.

408
00:32:57,433 --> 00:32:58,559
Don't blame him.

409
00:32:59,185 --> 00:33:00,603
He left here to feel free,

410
00:33:01,229 --> 00:33:03,272
but he carries a heavy burden.

411
00:33:05,149 --> 00:33:07,235
He should have called me
that day instead.

412
00:33:10,238 --> 00:33:11,364
But I forgive him.

413
00:33:12,490 --> 00:33:14,450
He needs to learn to forgive himself.

414
00:33:16,953 --> 00:33:18,287
But you're here now,

415
00:33:18,371 --> 00:33:19,956
that's all that matters.

416
00:33:20,957 --> 00:33:22,792
You know, after you were born,

417
00:33:22,875 --> 00:33:26,754
we took your umbilical cord
and gave it back to the land here.

418
00:33:27,547 --> 00:33:28,381
Your roots...

419
00:33:29,382 --> 00:33:30,717
this makes this your home.

420
00:33:34,554 --> 00:33:35,555
Then...

421
00:33:36,347 --> 00:33:37,598
tell me about my mom.

422
00:33:38,099 --> 00:33:39,267
Your mother...

423
00:33:40,852 --> 00:33:41,978
strong...

424
00:33:42,562 --> 00:33:43,521
kind.

425
00:33:44,147 --> 00:33:47,775
A woman you wouldn't recognize
after she found her habit.

426
00:33:49,360 --> 00:33:50,194
Habit?

427
00:34:06,502 --> 00:34:09,422
Keeping you from your mother
and your family...

428
00:34:10,005 --> 00:34:12,091
has created a void within you.

429
00:34:13,301 --> 00:34:14,594
You have to deal with it.

430
00:34:15,762 --> 00:34:16,596
Or else.

431
00:34:16,846 --> 00:34:19,806
Is there something here
that can help me talk to Becky?

432
00:34:22,226 --> 00:34:27,023
That "Land of Enchantment" sign
gives people the wrong idea.

433
00:34:28,399 --> 00:34:30,234
Everything out here is important.

434
00:34:31,360 --> 00:34:32,487
There's no magic.

435
00:34:41,036 --> 00:34:42,121
Sasha.

436
00:34:46,793 --> 00:34:48,085
It's going to be okay.

437
00:35:32,630 --> 00:35:33,673
Are you all right?

438
00:35:33,756 --> 00:35:35,466
They're everywhere,
they're all over the car.

439
00:35:49,063 --> 00:35:50,398
Do you think I'm crazy?

440
00:35:51,190 --> 00:35:53,151
What you're fighting is not out there.

441
00:35:54,193 --> 00:35:55,444
It's in you.

442
00:37:27,912 --> 00:37:29,288
I knew you were still there.

443
00:37:31,624 --> 00:37:33,167
You didn't mean to hurt Sasha.

444
00:37:34,377 --> 00:37:36,462
Mom, come on, Sasha's family.

445
00:37:38,589 --> 00:37:39,632
What?

446
00:37:42,218 --> 00:37:43,052
What?

447
00:37:49,058 --> 00:37:49,892
Mom.

448
00:38:16,585 --> 00:38:17,837
Our old table.

449
00:38:25,011 --> 00:38:26,137
Something happened at work?

450
00:38:27,388 --> 00:38:28,222
No.

451
00:38:32,351 --> 00:38:33,811
This morning after our talk...

452
00:38:36,564 --> 00:38:38,399
I spent some time in Becky's room...

453
00:38:40,901 --> 00:38:42,570
where I found her baby blanket.

454
00:38:52,872 --> 00:38:55,082
I wasn't ready to burn it.

455
00:38:56,417 --> 00:38:57,460
And I'm glad.

456
00:38:57,793 --> 00:38:58,711
Glad?

457
00:39:00,129 --> 00:39:01,672
You're gonna think I'm insane.

458
00:39:02,048 --> 00:39:03,841
Is that worse than thinking
you lied to me?

459
00:39:08,804 --> 00:39:09,805
My baby...

460
00:39:12,224 --> 00:39:13,351
I can feel her.

461
00:39:14,643 --> 00:39:16,145
She's in here, she's...

462
00:39:16,479 --> 00:39:18,647
She's inside that girl.

463
00:39:19,106 --> 00:39:21,650
- Nance.
- I'm her mother and...

464
00:39:22,193 --> 00:39:23,277
I feel her.

465
00:39:26,530 --> 00:39:27,782
You're not crazy.

466
00:39:31,702 --> 00:39:32,870
I feel her too.

467
00:39:37,541 --> 00:39:39,085
You kept this from me?

468
00:39:39,710 --> 00:39:40,795
Of course I did.

469
00:39:40,878 --> 00:39:43,130
Because I thought you would think
I was crazy.

470
00:39:49,178 --> 00:39:50,304
Ben...

471
00:39:53,015 --> 00:39:54,642
I cannot let her go.

472
00:39:54,975 --> 00:39:56,102
Baby, listen to me.

473
00:39:58,396 --> 00:39:59,647
We have to stop.

474
00:40:01,315 --> 00:40:02,858
Keeping her here, stuck...

475
00:40:03,442 --> 00:40:04,693
it's not just unfair...

476
00:40:06,153 --> 00:40:07,196
it's selfish...

477
00:40:08,948 --> 00:40:10,950
and it will destroy our family.

478
00:40:14,453 --> 00:40:16,038
I went to see Sasha today.

479
00:40:17,248 --> 00:40:18,833
What happened to leaving her alone?

480
00:40:19,041 --> 00:40:19,875
I had to go.

481
00:40:23,671 --> 00:40:24,505
Becky...

482
00:40:25,798 --> 00:40:27,383
she spoke to me through her.

483
00:40:31,429 --> 00:40:32,430
What did she say?

484
00:40:34,765 --> 00:40:35,975
Page 330.

485
00:40:37,017 --> 00:40:37,977
What?

486
00:40:40,855 --> 00:40:43,607
It was mine and Becky, she took it.

487
00:40:49,905 --> 00:40:51,449
"Such pain constitutes

488
00:40:51,532 --> 00:40:54,118
a motivational operation
establishing escape."

489
00:40:55,453 --> 00:40:57,413
- What does this mean?
- Becky...

490
00:40:58,038 --> 00:41:00,958
She was in pain
and she wants us to know why.

491
00:41:01,542 --> 00:41:02,710
Nance...

492
00:41:04,378 --> 00:41:08,215
Becky wants us to know that she's
trapped and needs our help to move on.

493
00:41:11,510 --> 00:41:12,928
That will never happen.

494
00:41:14,221 --> 00:41:18,100
Not as long as Sasha is alone
in Cottonwood.

495
00:41:30,237 --> 00:41:31,238
Harrison called me.

496
00:41:34,492 --> 00:41:36,452
What were you thinking,
going out there to see him?

497
00:41:40,873 --> 00:41:41,874
I was thinking...

498
00:41:43,292 --> 00:41:45,252
you never told me about my grandfather.

499
00:41:47,838 --> 00:41:48,672
Or my mother.

500
00:41:49,173 --> 00:41:50,966
Or any part of my culture.

501
00:41:52,843 --> 00:41:54,803
Why am I taking hydroxyzine?

502
00:41:54,887 --> 00:41:57,556
That's what the doctor told us to do,
so we're doing it.

503
00:41:57,640 --> 00:41:59,517
The only reason I'd be taking hydroxyzine

504
00:41:59,600 --> 00:42:02,144
is if I was a junkie or if I was born one.

505
00:42:05,022 --> 00:42:07,149
The junkie from those stories about Mom...

506
00:42:08,609 --> 00:42:11,070
it was her, wasn't it?

507
00:42:17,243 --> 00:42:18,619
When were you going to tell me?

508
00:42:20,412 --> 00:42:21,247
I...

509
00:42:22,039 --> 00:42:23,082
I tried to tell you.

510
00:42:24,083 --> 00:42:25,376
Every year I started to.

511
00:42:26,460 --> 00:42:27,711
Just couldn't find the words.

512
00:42:29,088 --> 00:42:31,757
- And then your heart...
- So I had my heart attack...

513
00:42:32,800 --> 00:42:35,344
because of the drugs
I was born addicted to?

514
00:42:36,303 --> 00:42:38,347
I didn't want you
to remember her like that.

515
00:42:38,430 --> 00:42:41,433
So you kept me from anyone
who could help me remember her at all.

516
00:42:42,685 --> 00:42:43,519
Lena...

517
00:42:44,228 --> 00:42:45,062
she needed help.

518
00:42:46,397 --> 00:42:47,398
Rehab help.

519
00:42:47,940 --> 00:42:51,151
But all my father could do
was try to cure her spirit.

520
00:42:51,485 --> 00:42:53,028
Harrison's the reason she's dead.

521
00:42:53,112 --> 00:42:55,447
They why did he say
you need to forgive yourself?

522
00:42:55,531 --> 00:42:59,577
Lena left you in a Wendy's bathroom
and disappeared for months.

523
00:42:59,660 --> 00:43:01,120
You were so small...

524
00:43:01,829 --> 00:43:03,372
so fucking helpless.

525
00:43:03,872 --> 00:43:04,957
I'd had enough.

526
00:43:05,541 --> 00:43:07,334
You didn't deserve that shit. No one does.

527
00:43:07,418 --> 00:43:09,753
And I wasn't going to let it happen.
Not one more time.

528
00:43:11,589 --> 00:43:12,715
She came to get you...

529
00:43:14,508 --> 00:43:15,718
as high as a kite.

530
00:43:16,093 --> 00:43:17,344
She had drugs in the car,

531
00:43:17,428 --> 00:43:18,262
so I...

532
00:43:19,346 --> 00:43:20,389
I called the cops.

533
00:43:22,641 --> 00:43:24,977
I thought maybe then
she'd get some real help.

534
00:43:26,186 --> 00:43:27,896
It'd be the best thing for her
and for you.

535
00:43:28,480 --> 00:43:30,858
But she didn't surrender.
She just took off.

536
00:43:33,319 --> 00:43:34,612
You're the reason she's dead.

537
00:43:38,324 --> 00:43:39,283
No.

538
00:43:44,538 --> 00:43:45,497
No.

539
00:43:46,957 --> 00:43:47,875
That's not fair.

540
00:43:47,958 --> 00:43:49,710
- Sasha...
- I can't even look at you.

541
00:44:14,735 --> 00:44:15,653
Can we talk?

542
00:44:26,121 --> 00:44:28,415
My mom was a junkie.

543
00:44:31,085 --> 00:44:32,169
Frank lied.

544
00:44:35,631 --> 00:44:36,548
Sash...

545
00:44:36,632 --> 00:44:37,966
Can I stay here tonight?

546
00:44:39,468 --> 00:44:41,053
- I...
- Can I stay in your room?

547
00:44:41,136 --> 00:44:43,305
Your mom won't even know I'm here.

548
00:44:47,935 --> 00:44:48,769
I'm sorry, Sash.

549
00:44:50,729 --> 00:44:51,563
I just can't.

550
00:44:52,189 --> 00:44:53,023
Please.

551
00:44:57,027 --> 00:44:57,986
I can't let you in.

552
00:45:01,198 --> 00:45:02,074
But...

553
00:45:02,658 --> 00:45:03,575
Sorry.

554
00:45:34,523 --> 00:45:36,275
I'm sorry I called.

555
00:45:37,151 --> 00:45:38,944
I just had nowhere else to go.

556
00:45:40,863 --> 00:45:42,489
You have somewhere to go.

557
00:45:47,077 --> 00:45:50,414
Today I found out who my mom really was.

558
00:45:52,249 --> 00:45:56,879
That hurt more than anything
I've ever felt in my entire life.

559
00:45:59,298 --> 00:46:01,925
Everyone needs to know the truth
about a loved one,

560
00:46:02,426 --> 00:46:04,178
especially one you've lost.

561
00:46:10,100 --> 00:46:11,852
Lies kill memory.

562
00:46:29,953 --> 00:46:31,413
She's staying with us.

563
00:46:32,623 --> 00:46:33,624
For a while.

564
00:46:58,899 --> 00:47:00,067
How do you feel?

565
00:47:01,693 --> 00:47:03,487
Ask me in a hundred years.

565
00:47:04,305 --> 00:47:10,739
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